Oh Well.

It's again two weeks.. c'on with me! *SHAME*

It just must be that I am so freaking busy boi that I just can't even remember this blog exists. *Smile* And actually it's true. We are only weeks away from christmas!~🖤

I have bought and got most of the gifts I'm giving this year but still not all. Also there is alot to do for school too before holidays.. Im kinda exhausted but I just can't rest. I feel like I can only then rest when I've got everything done. *Sigh*

I'm just SOO happy!! Here in Finland we are always having lack of snow at Christmas but I have strong feeling that this time we are gonna have snow and lots of it then!! It has been snowing like crazy and I'm so thrilled. I just can't waittt Christmas and all the gifts I'm gonna get from my lovely bbe. ❤️

Greetings again..! *Slow smile*

Me and my bbe going to school with train!

Sorry guys, I know I was supposed to update this blog last week but instead of that I'm just gonna double post this week. Happy? *Sits in classroom* I'm right now at school actually, subject is history of finnish arts. It's nice I guess.. but my mind ain't here today. I am tired and feeling depressed.
I have been down, anxious, insecure and annoyed lately.. been feeling like crap. *Breaths heavy* I feel very much.. messed.

Last week I went outside to photograph my dolls. It was beautiful snowy day.. and my Akuma with his long red hair was perfect. My doll account in instagram: @nekosdolls .

I have also drawn lately more. I bought myself new pens called pigma micron. Lineart is so much more better with them, as you can see from pictures. I made myself an art account in instagram: @nerdyartcat ! Please check it out would ya. *Aricato*

I think I'm gonna have to go now. Gotta follow lesson.. even little. Sucks at the moment. Dammit..

Hello! *waves tail*
I just woke up like only 2 hours ago..? I mean, I have good reason tho. We had a fucking party and I can't even imagine tellin' you the most weirdest moments that happened during the evening. All about lap-dancing to giving french kisses.. and running out... To gangster's house.. with santaclaus.. with barely nothing on. Good thing is I'm not having hangover at all. Just eating hurts my teethes. *Sigh*
Well.. at least it's birthday party I'll remember, We baked and putted so much money into it. It was all so great.

Tomorrow I have history test and I gotta go see our school nurse. I'm not worried about neither of those. I'll just do my best and wish it will be enough. And the photographing at school I mentioned before.. I hate all the photos they took of me. Except maybe that picture with my Victor. <3 She rocked it!

Today I'm not into writing so much.. so this post will stay kinda short. *Tired smile* I hope you all will have a wonderful day. *Dies*

My outfit last night!

Hi there again!

How am I always this late with these posts?.. It's again almost 21:00 pm! And all I've been up to is laying around.. I'm one lazy bastard. But hey, actually, it's father's day here today. I was at my dad's place. We didn't celebrate much, but still we ate some cake and watched movies together. And I also did cut my hair both sides bold! Behind and above there is still something to stroke~ My hair is now bubblegum blue *Smirk* Imma bubblegum bitch! Just still wondering.. about my hair.. dreads.. maybe..?

COCO BOY HERE ON MY ARMS IS ALSO DAD OF 4 BROODS!! <3

BTW BITCHES, my birthday party is next weekend. Really, I turned 19 years already at 2/11. But we are gonna party it now. I feel so old.. but.. I also FEEL LIKE I'M JUST GETTING MORE SEXIER EVERY YEAR.. lol. Here is some pics of me. The owner of this blog.. Fucking weirdo whose looks are different every week. LOVE ME DAMMIT. *Sassy look* 

School picture day is next week! Gotta get ready to glamorize everyone and kill the photograph-.. wait.. did I just.. reveal.. SHIT.. FORGET IT!!! :))

JUST A FUCKING ERROR - BLOG!

OKAY. So this is my personal blog, which I use right now once a week. That would mean that I publish also just once a week..? Depends on how busy I am. My post can be just about my life, how am doing, my hobbies, my interests, weird things.. just something completely out of this f*cking reality! /^^/ And also about my arts, 'cause I'm a art student. Obviously. *Flips his hair very proud*

About mehhh:

I'm 19 years old geek, gamer & otaku! My birthday is 2/11/2017 a clock 02:00 am.. My blood type is A or AB.. My foot size is 9, my height is 168 cm and and.. I consider myself as a genderfluid and pansexual.. I have 7 bunnies and 2 cats; My bunnies are named Coco, Luna, Little dick, Dot, Drummer & Lucifer! AREN'T THEIR NAMES CUTE AF? And my cats are named Ballora & Bat. My little babies they are! <3 I have a girlfriend and I also live with her, her name is Victor. We have been together 2 years and 6 moths 0.0! And we are awesome. (Pictures of her below!)

Gotta love this weirdo!!! #FoxyThePirat

That smile.. <3

ISN'T SHE BEAUTIFUL? 

So, I also study at Hyria (locates at Hyvinkää, Finland), I'm freshman art student there. I have always loved drawing, using art to express myself, my feelings and my personality. My hobbies are photographing, listening music, roleplaying, watching anime, collecting dolls, gaming, eating, reading manga..(and all of the finest genres of it.. if U know what I mean..9.9)

I might seem shy at first to people.. very nice and all, but if and when they really get close to me, they are gonna think "did I think hard enough before approaching him..", so if U who have met me already didn't get this feeling.. we aren't that close yet :c <3 DON'T WORRY THO, WE WILL. 

So clock is like 23:15 and I should go to bed.. tomorrow is school and I gotta rise and shine again at morning! So nights beans. We'll error again next week. *crawls to bed* BYE! 

"Vielä..vähän.." hän on sameassa nesteessä yrittäen päästä eteenpäin kohti tuota rähjäistä ovea, joka hänen edessään on raollaan. Musiikki.. ei. Pikemminkin melodia, jonka hän huoneesta kuulee suorastaan kutsuu luokseen. Melodia on raskas ja pelottava.. ja välillä se loppuu kuin seinään. Alkaen sitten uudestaan kovempana ja vieläkin karmivampana. Hengitys käy yhä vaikeammaksi ahdistuksen voimasta ja tärinä yltyy.. Joku kuiskailee huoneessa. Oliko täällä joku muukin hänen lisäkseen?.

Ovelle päästyään hän raottaa sitä lisää. Samalla sekunnilla, kun ovi aukeaa hän todellakin saa varmuuden yksinolostaan. Hän revähtää sadistiseen kimakkaan korvia särkevään nauruun. Hän näkee itsensä huoneen lattialla revityissä vaatteissa. Verta valuvat haavat ympäröivät hänen kehoaan, mikä vain yllyttää hänen itkun ja naurun sekaista kohtaustaan. Ainoat ajatukset päässään "Niin, yksin.."

Melodian jatkuessa hän kävelee itsensä luo huoneen poikki ottaen samalla lattialta uudehkon näköisen veitsen. Hän istuutuu itsensä viereen edelleen itkien ja hihitellen.. "Mikset hymyile?"
Hän pistää veitsen suuhunsa aikoen viiltää sen ikuiseen hymyyn kun kuulee takaansa ikäänkuin.. juoksuaskelia? Hän ei tiedä kuka, mutta joku syöksyy halaamaan häntä takaapäin heitttäen veitsen toiselle puolelle huonetta ja kuiskaten hänen korvaansa "Olen tässä. Älä pelkää..En mene pois. Koskaan.". Yht'äkkiä hän ei nää edessään enää itseään tai ketään muutakaan.. kääntäessään päätään halaajan suuntaan hänen itkunsa lakkaa. Ennen kuin hän vajoaa tiedottomuuteen halaajan kasvoille nousee sydäntäsärkevä hymy ja hän tokaisee hennosti, "わたしは、あなたを愛しています".

Seuraavan kerran Neko herää jälleen yksin..